Searching for Chicagohenge

I set my alarm for 4:30 am on a Sunday in March. It was 9:30 pm on a Saturday and I was already in bed, praying that insomnia didn’t pay me a visit.  I was meeting a new photography friend downtown the next morning at 6:00 am to photograph Chicagohenge.

Chicagohenge is a phenomenom that happens twice a year. During the days before and after the spring and fall equinoxes, when the sun rises and sets, it lines up perfectly with the east-west streets in the Loop and you can see it framed between the buildings.

When my alarm went off at 4:30 am, I reluctantly pulled myself out of my warm bed and asked Alexa for the weather report. It was 19 degrees and windy.  I must have still been asleep when I got dressed. It’s the only explanation I can come up with for choosing a thin pair of leggings, my running shoes and a long sleeve shirt.

By the time my friend and I picked our location I was quite cold.  The wait for sunrise felt interminable.  We took pictures as we waited and chatted about our mutual love of street photography. 6:25 am came and went. It was still pretty dark out, but we were pleasantly surprised that there were cars, buses, trains and people around so early on a Sunday morning. Surely in another 15-20 minutes, we’d see the sun, take our photographs and I could go home and crawl back into my warm bed.  I was uncomfortably cold.  My legs stung from the cold and my toes were numb. I wondered how long it would take for my toes to get frostbite and if they’d have to be amputated. Can a person walk without toes?

6:40 am. We can see the light of the sun as it starts to peek over the horizon.

Twenty-five minutes passes and we can see a little bit of light appearing over the horizon, but I’m getting impatient and my anxiety of the possible amputation of my toes is nearing panic attack levels. I start pacing and walking on my tip toes hoping that will keep the frostbite at bay.  I can’t remember ever being this cold.

6:50 am.

By 7:20 am, we should definitely have seen the sun. I’m disappointed.  Did we pick a bad spot?  We decided wander a few blocks to see if there’s a better spot.  It hurt to walk and I mentally berated myself for not wearing my boots and warmer pants. The wind has died down a bit so the walk helped to warm my legs a little. I was positive my toes were going to be amputated and I made peace with it. I couldn’t feel them anyway.

7:20 am. Corner of Monroe and Lake.

We made it one block south to Monroe Street and my fears were confirmed. We were not going to see Chicagohenge.  The light from the sun was bouncing off the south facing side of the buildings. I could see the glow of the sun hiding behind the buildings on the south side of Monroe Street.

7:40 am. The Art Institute of Chicago

We weren’t alone in our disappointment. We had run into a few others who were downtown to photograph the event as well.  After comparing notes, I suspected we were a few days too early. I’ll try again in September. It’ll be warmer then too.

Cheers,
Bec

P.S. I’m happy to report I still have all of my toes.

Fireworks

Happy birthday ‘Merica.

I’m super lucky to have a gay husband who lets me schlep my tripod and camera over for a date night.  We had planned double date with our friend, Jeremy and his boyfriend Max to watch the fireworks at Navy Pier.  Randy hosted since none of wanted to actually be outside in the heat and he has a great view of Navy Pier.  While Randy made cocktails, I set up my gear in preparation for the fireworks (I know, I’m a terrible date).

The tripod and remote control were key to getting decent shots of the fireworks.  I was able to use a 4 second exposure and if I pressed the shutter release button on the remote when I saw the firework start to ascend, it was just enough time to capture the explosion.

Fireworks, Navy Pier 2021

Grand Finale, Navy Pier 2021

 

 

PRIDE

I can’t believe Pride month is almost over.  Pre-pandemic, this month was filled with fun events celebrating the LGTBQ+ community.  Companies hosted happy hours at the bars in Boystown, Proud to Run was a 5K/10K race that was followed by very boozy brunches in the nearby restaurants, and of course, the parade.  This weekend is when the parade would flamboyantly march through the packed streets of Boystown, Lakeview and Uptown.

Celebrations have been more subdued as Chicago muddles its way through re-opening.  The parade has been pushed to October, but Chicago and its residents are still showing their support.

Buckingham Fountain Pride, Chicago 2021

I went to the Buckingham Fountain at 10:00 pm on a Saturday night to take photographs.  I couldn’t tell you why I was so adamant on capturing it at night.  I’m rarely downtown these days and almost never at night so it was a very happy surprise to see the buildings dressed in their Pride colors.

Rainbow House, Chicago (Andersonville) 2021

This house is a 10-minute walk from my condo.  Here’s a link to an article about couple who live here.

 

Magnolia Avenue, Chicago (Andersonville) 2021

Each year, the residents of Magnolia Ave wrap their trees with the Pride colors.

 

 

Happy Father’s Day

Happy Father’s Day to all the dad’s out there!  Cubs are playing today so for all the dad Cubs fans, I hope your kids leave you alone this afternoon long enough to drinks some beers and watch the game in peace.

I made this photograph from Randy’s home.   Being the 49th floor of a high rise, he has an amazing view of the city.  The view of  Wrigley Field tucked up in the middle of the city is one of my favorites.  It never ceases to amaze me that there are ball fields and cemeteries and federal prisons in the middle of neighborhoods. Chicago is wild like that.

 

Happy Memorial Day Weekend

I hope everyone has something fun planned.  I’m looking forward to meeting up with a friend that I haven’t seen in over a year!  We’re having lunch at a little cafe on the beach on Monday to celebrate being vaccinated (yay science!).

I took this photo at Rosehill Cemetery earlier this year.  I’ve spent quite a bit of time in this cemetery over the past year, partly because it’s so close to my home (10 min. walk) and partly because it’s one of the oldest cemeteries in Chicago so there are quite a few famous/important people buried here.  It’s really a cool place to explore.

The graves in this photo belong to Civil War soldiers.  Curious about the graves, I did the tiniest amount of research.  In addition to soldiers, there are 14 Union Generals and 6 drummer boys (that makes me incredibly sad) buried here.  I’m embarrassed to admit that I don’t much about the Civil War beyond the very basics, but I think it’s cool that members of the regiment that fired the first shots at Gettysburg are also buried here.

It’s shaping up to be a pretty nice weekend so I may mosey on over to the cemetery this weekend to say thank you in person to these men who fought for the soul of our country so long ago.  And while I’m at it, thank you to all of the other women and men who have served and continue to serve.

Happy Memorial Day Weekend!

 

 

 

Sail Away

Whenever I look at this photo the song “Come Sail Away” by Styx goes through my head.   “Come sail way, come sail away, come sail away with meeeeeee”.  Man the seventies had great music.

I get the feeling that the boats are sailing towards a grand adventure. Perhaps, like the song, there’s a band of angels in that light beckoning the boats to sail away with them.   Or are they Dante and Virgil sailing towards the gates of hell?

I can’t decide.  What do you think?  Will they ultimately end up aboard a starship headed for the skies or traverse the nine circles of Hell?

 

 

All the Arses

I liked this picture for all of the contrast in it – the old form of transportation next to the new forms of transportation.  Living creatures next to machines. The texture of the horses and the ramp of the trailer next to the sleekness of the cars and the trailer itself.  Farm animals in the middle of a city.

There is one similarity – the drivers are all horse’s arses.  🙂

 

Honk 4 Democracy

I wasn’t planning on sharing the photos from the day the election was called for Biden for a couple of reasons.  For starters, they aren’t technically very good photos.  They’re blurry, particularly the photos taken at dusk.  I had a slow lens and I didn’t increase the ISO enough because I didn’t want any noise (but apparently blurry photos were fine?).  Seriously, what kind of photographer makes a decision like that?

Secondly, the photos are “old”.  So many other things have happened since the election was called.  A bunch of redneck insurgents stormed our Capitol with the intent to do violence.  It’s been discovered that people we trust to lead our country and keep us safe were a part of insurgency (this might be the scariest thing out of everything – who can we trust anymore?). Biden has been sworn in despite the aforementioned insurgent rednecks.  AMANDA GORMAN stole the show at the inauguration.  I think she should be a speech writer for Biden and deliver all of his national addresses in poem form.  And most recently a bunch of angry nerds ruined Wall Street’s attempt to manipulate the stock market.

I changed my mind because these photos in all of their technical failures remind me of a very joyous day and I need that right now. The day the election was called my neighborhood celebrated.  Cars drove up and down Clark Street honking and waving flags.  People played music and danced in the streets.  Mayor Lightfoot even rolled up like she was the Queen of England and gave a speech.  There was a collective sigh of relief that day.  For the first time in four years I thought perhaps our country wasn’t as doomed as I thought it was.

People waving flags and signs from their windows.
Lots of people waving Pride flags from their cars. I loved the look of joy on this man’s face as the car drove by.
This couple in the vintage Bug waving a flag screams Americana.

Mayor Lightfoot

 

2020 Wrap-Up

I’m four days late in posting this.  I meant to post it on December 31st, but as per usual, work got super chaotic and I lost track of anything that wasn’t eating, sleeping or putting out fires.

These aren’t necessarily my best pictures, but they are the ones that felt representative of the month.

January:  Randy and I braved the bitter cold and went down to the Art Institute of Chicago to see the Andy Warhol exhibit.  I took this on our way to meet a friend for pizza and beer afterward.

February: B.C. (Before Coronavirus) I used to get up early on the weekends to shoot at sunrise.  I love the early dawn light and it’s much easier to get up for the sunrise in the early spring than it is in the summer!  If I had only known that in a few short weeks, I wouldn’t even be allowed along the lakefront because of a pandemic.

March:  Life ground to a halt.  When I left my office on Friday, March 13th, I thought I’d be back by April 1st.  Oh, how naive I was!  As people started to hoard food, I spent the next several weeks, making daily trips to multiple grocery stores hoping to find basics like toilet paper, bread, pasta, canned goods, frozen foods, milk, eggs, yeast, flour, soap and other cleaning supplies.  I ate a lot of salads and off brand snacks!  Funny (and maybe a little sad) how the produce department was always well stocked.

April:  Illinois is under a stay at home order and all of sudden my photo walks felt dangerous.  I became wary of people so I started walking in alleys to avoid people and photographing people’s trash.  Everyone was eating and drinking a lot.

May:  Two months into the pandemic and everything is still shut down. Cleaning supplies are still scarce and I’m on Zoom 3x a week talking to friends.  I’d grown tired of walking the alleys so I started walking through the cemeteries.

June: Chicago is on fire, literally.  The BLM protests have become violent and Chicago has a curfew.  Once again, groceries become difficult to get as grocery stores are closed and boarded up.  Animal shelters are cleared out because people have been adopting or fostering animals and I’m no exception.  Gladys is my little Covid kitten.  Though I didn’t get her from a shelter.  I have my very own kitten dealer and because of her I have both Rose and Gladys.  I think three cats makes me a bonafied cat lady!

July:  I booked my first gig as a photographer.  A friend of mine “hired” me to do her maternity pictures.  The word hired is in quotes because no way was I going to let her pay me – I had no idea what I was I doing so we agreed that she’d buy dinner.  It was a learning experience!  Portrait photography is A LOT harder than I ever imagined it would be.  Memo to self – learn how to pose people.

August:  This was definitely the worst month of the year.  Randy and I lost Henry on August 2nd.  It was traumatic and devastating.  We rushed him to the emergency vet on a Sunday night and had to wait in the car while waiting on news from the vet.  I didn’t take any pictures this month.

September:  I’ve been stuck at home for six months.  I’m watching a lot of TV.   I miss my friends, happy hours, dinners out, brunches, movies, and traveling.  Most of my pictures of my cats.

October:  I did family portraits for a friend.  Again, I’m lucky since the stakes were pretty low.   I bought speed light for the shoot having learned from the maternity shoot that the lighting would be poor.  Not sure I used it properly though….

November:  Joe Biden and Kamala Harris were elected as President and Vice President and my neighborhood went nuts.  People were dancing on the street corners and driving up and down Clark Street waving flags.  Mayor Lightfoot even joined us and gave a little speech.  I posted this image of a woman on her bike Flying the W (Cubs fans “Fly the W” when the Cubs win) on Instagram and had someone contact me asking if they could buy it.

December:  I didn’t take many pictures in December with my Nikon, but I did take a picture everyday of the Christmas lights in my neighborhood with my iPhone and posted them in my Instagram stories with Christmas music.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Week 11

Same Gladys. Same.

What a dumpster fire of a week. It’s Monday night and I’m sitting on my couch listening to the near constant wailing of sirens, just as I’ve done for the past 3 nights.

Chicago is on fire. Literally and figuratively. There are protests all over the city. Mayor Lightfoot instituted an indefinite curfew starting on Saturday night and called in the National Guard. Governor Pritzker has issued a Disaster Proclamation. Public transportation has been suspended. All of the bridges are up. In one 24 hour period over 65,000 calls came into the 911 call center. Neighborhood businesses are being trashed and looted. Grocery stores are closed and boarded up. No neighborhood is safe, not even mine.

My neighborhood grocery store.

My heart is heavy. I cycle through sadness, despair and rage. I don’t feel hopeful for the future.

Rather than sing my song of sorrow, I’m choosing to mute my voice and amplify the voices of some black photographers that I follow on Instagram that are covering the protests. Give them a follow and see the protests through their eyes.

@joshualott
@kevinclaiborne
@phobymo
@coco.butter.shutter
@emackeycreates
@sylviajarrusphoto
@anthonybgeathers
@byalexishunley
@demetrius.freeman
@khickmanphotography

Finally, I highly recommend reading the book “Tears We Cannot Stop: A Sermon to White America” by Michael Eric Dyson.

Hope everyone is safe.

Cheers,
Bec